There are so many things I want to say about Homecoming. But I can only remember the fact that it sucked. It's really making me think that I'm just some selfish bitch for even thinking that my friend John Porter might be interested in me in the least. Really the thing I want to say to him the most is "Incase you haven't noticed, John, I really like you." I really do like him... a lot. He danced with almost every girl but me. So it makes me wonder, is he just being nice to me when he stops to talk to me in school or is he shy? UGH!